Thursday, November 02, 2006
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gone. i had juz lost confidence in everything. my mind was totally blank while doing both papers. i regretted. but wat can i do? juz pray i think. disappointed. yes. very. crap. i had never felt so lousi for a major exam b4. even when i was taking 'O's,i know my english will not do well. but i know i might have the possibility to pass. now, it is like 0% that i can pass. it is the start and yet im losing confidence in myself. i have no confidence in maths. my supposed stongest subject. im beri distracted. i dunno why. oh man. wat is happening....
i cant help it but to show thru crying. i was scared b4 i entered the room. and carrie came at the right time when i needed a hug beri beri beri badly. at least to calm myself down. after paper one,i cant control and i think zihua and melissa were shocked. sorry if i shocked u two.
well. hope i will be fine tml. i need the concentration to study. im seriously beri scare of letting my parents down..
and dear xiuyi, it feels nice spending time with u again. doing all crazy stuffs. as though 'A's was over. and u managed to distract mi away from all of my thoughts for the whole afternoon. thanks alot MDM! haha.
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